Showing posts with label witchcraft. Show all posts
Showing posts with label witchcraft. Show all posts

Monday, May 4, 2009

Beltane '09

The boy walked into class with a tie knotted around his neck. He dressed up to make his speech look better. Tommy was his name. He spoke haltingly, revealing shallow research and very little understanding.

He spoke about Voudun. Voodoo.

As he spoke his choppy, poorly cited sentences, there was something about him that spoke of awe as only a very young man can feel it. He was amazed and knew not what he beheld. It was endearing, bewitching in a naive, ingenuous sort of way. He was unassuming and between two shallow worlds as he lifted a small white board he had set down at his feet. He set it on the rail behind him for all to see.

I smiled a smirk, I shifted in my seat. The snake in my spine uncoiled restlessly and I tasted the classroom air with my tongue. My, my.

The boy called Tommy set a talisman behind him, an invocation. A prayer with no faith behind it has no power. But I knew two things: that the boy Tommy had drawn the charm with his own right hand, and that he had had a thrill in him while doing so. He believed, knowing not in what. He invoked, not knowing the names he called. A boy. Evohe. Dian y Glas in his most guileless guise.

When he was finished, he was upbraided by a bored teacher for poor scholarship. I waited until after class to seek him out.

I called his name three times and prairie blues eyes looked at me, gentle, mild. A boy's eyes, not a man. Scarcely an adult, and not at all in his heart, not yet. As filled with awe as a toddler, as trusting as a babe he listened to me. Winds, I told him. Storm and change. Oya and le Baron Samedi. Big-time pushy spirits. That invocation you're carrying, Tommy, is like a birthday party invitation, with a name and a time, asking someone to come. He seemed to understand.

That was a week ago. Today, wide eyed, he came to me. He pulled a chair in front of my desk, sitting split-legged and open. The world around us disintegrated and I tunneled on him. I pulled to me my mantle, my glamour, my full golden flower of ensorcellment. I don't know whats moved me to do such a thing outside of circle. I was priestess to him, using the allure of the space between the worlds. He ran his hands through his cornsilk hair. Told me his girlfriend abruptly switched her allegiances and that lust stalked him on the legs of new young women who came out of nowhere, following his clean American scent. He told me he felt the wind blowing through his bones and what was he supposed to do now?

A giggle like soft silken bubbles and I can count the beats in his smile before it comes. What to do? He's a child, he can't make the correct offerings of rum or a cigar. I give him an alternate idea, a way to thank the powers that be. He nods, eager and earnest. I would call him baby-witch if I were working as namer, but here I believe I will stand aside. I don't know what he will become.

***
All this was an afterthought to Beltane, which is my anniversary. My husband is so beautiful he makes me cry. He woke me on our day with kisses and the song that I walked down the aisle to become his wife. We spent the day alone, adventuring, reading each other stories, reflecting on where we have been, where we are, where we are going together. He is magnificent, and I am so lucky. A card from the Blues Brother informs us we are now permitted to advance to the next level. A gift from my sweet mother in law sweetens the whole day. A bottle of peach champagne from my mother recalls my bridal shower and I know I am happier now than the day I first tasted it. Lucky, lucky, lucky in love.

Summer is a comin' in...

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Pentagram


I wear my pentagram around my neck because I know who I am. It's a symbol of my commitment to a vision I am following. It is a symbol of what I believe and my hope for the future.

Lately, it's gotten me a few stares, a handful of tracts, more than a few odd comments, and one very nice New Testament bound in robin's egg blue. Since I'm at work when this happens and I don't have the time or the freedom to say what I otherwise would, here you go:

Wearing my pentagram doesn't mean I'm a "nonbeliever." It is, after all, a symbol of belief. Just because I believe differently than you does not entitle you to use that word.

It doesn't mean I stand against you. I've found something to stand for; I'm not wasting my time just standing against.

The tree of life in my necklace is just as important as the pentagram, if not more so. Look closer, see my dreams of Yggdrasil, of Eden. Look closer.

It doesn't mean I'm in danger. Your tracts will not save me from damnation. The bible was actually a nice gift and is good to have around, and I meant it when I said 'thank you'. Honestly, I felt like we had a mutual kindness; she in bestowing and I in receiving graciously, allowing her the satisfaction of having passed it on to a receptive young heathen.

It doesn't mean I don't want to talk about religion. If I didn't want to talk, I wouldn't advertise. However, I don't want to talk about Satan. I don't want to talk as though your answer is the only right answer. I don't want to talk as though I am uncommonly lucky that it is no longer legal for my kind to be persecuted. My rights are your rights, and I would appreciate polite discourse on the exercise of the same.

Staring angrily at my necklace and speaking in a terse tone of voice is passive aggressive behavior. Be a bigot or don't. This approach worries me the most, I think.

To the gentleman who offered a prayer for my marriage, for my sons and granddaughters, for my personal relationship with Christ... thank you. It seemed heartfelt and I know how you meant it. I didn't have the heart to tell you I'm not one of the fold. Nevertheless, it was kind and offered selflessly. Thank you.

If you want to ask, ask. I answer questions with a smile every time. This is part of my work, to teach people and build bridges.

To my Jewish friends and my friends who think they are well-versed in Judaica: Shalom, but learn to count. I'm one point short of David.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pentagram

Saturday, June 7, 2008

Author! AUTHOR!

I was inspired recently by my best friend Di. When she truly loves a book, she will often track down the writer and send them a nice email. I resolved to try it the next time I read something that really moved me.

The occasion came sooner than I thought with Wicca's Charm by Catherine Edwards Sanders. I was moved, but not in the happy-fun way. Below is my hastily typed letter to her webmaster. I don't suppose I need to elaborate on my not reccomending this book...

Ms. Sanders-

I borrowed your book this weekend from the Santa Monica Public Library. I am feeling more and more fortunate that I didn't buy it.

In your book, you point out how displeased you are that Pagans stereotype Christians as ignorant, Bible-thumping, Evangelical southern hicks. You then cleverly combat this stereotype by portraying Pagans as drug-addled, ill-educated teenage slackers. You then follow it up with a "Jesus is panacea!" cautionary wail that falls just a little short of original, but hits somewhere near the borders of the Land of Irony.

Your scholarship is poor. Your interviews are badly planned, chosen, and conducted. Your preconceived notions bleed through the book like the smell of library air. Your Christian sense of charity stays your hand before the edge of outright insult, but just. This book is a pathetic attempt at a grass-roots ethnography and a failure.

It fails to inform anyone of what Pagans are truly like. It fails to impress me, a Pagan, that a Christian writer is capable of anything like fairness on the subject of religions not their own. It failed to teach you anything, it seems.

Thank you for continuing to assassinate the collective character of a minority faith. Thank you for ensuring that I will be asked, again and again if I worship the devil or harm children. Thank you for your bigotry and small-minded lack of insight.

It galvanizes smart Pagans like me to do this work ourselves. We need puppet journalists like yourself to remind us how much ignorance is still out there.

Blessed be,

Meghan Elison
Pagan Meghan
youtube.com/pagantv